I missed being loved the way i got it before. Why do i try finding him in him. He is different i know but why ? I still think about my bad days. When would this trauma end. I don't want him to be there but i don't want to leave this one either. I love him or i am falling i don't know.
' And so it ended and I have a new start. '
But this would end too, not on a sad note but yes, ends are always heartbreaking. I will learn from him. He is the best person i could have asked for. A friend, a teacher, my Bae and a listener. The only thing which hurts is, I know what things will be for us later but he will be my ‘Always’ forever!
' Short but the best phase of my life! '
Yes I make bad decisions. I am messed up. But i am all ‘sorted’ when i am with you. (Sorted is your word). I want to look at you the way i haven’t looked at anyone else. It's love, lust, that fire,it's something that makes me go crazy. I may sound creepy but I want you forever. Although it's just a wish that has come up today. Its like ‘kaaash’ , but then i stop because i don’t want to make you uncomfortable. But i am learning that love is not limited to two people.
' It's free. '
I am free to love you as much as i can.I don’t want your love in return, it's just about happiness. I want to give my love to you. Love isn’t two way thing, but relationship is! However I don’t want a relationship, I just want to love you as much as i can till i am in your life.
'No complaints, No demands.'
I didn’t want it to happen but this is different.
Different in a sense, it makes me feel good!
Not restricted, it makes me confident!
Not weak, it makes me a better person!
And that was something i had been searching.